Chaotic Mess

My house has been really cluttered and awful lately.  I feel like I can’t get on top of it.  Once I get it all picked up it just gets incredibly messy again.  I know my busy-ness doesn’t help.  I hate that when my house is like this, it causes me to have this general sense of anxiety.  With 3 little ones who are very active it is only normal that my house would be this way… so I wish I could just accept it as fact and not let it stress me out so much.  I’m sure it doesn’t help that I’m in the process of switching my meds.  That has to make me more vulnerable to anxiety considering without them I’m a panicky mess.

On a side note-  You know you are in trouble when you wear a top you hate because it is clean and it fits.  Is that the definition of being that women that “lets it go”?  Gosh- I hope not.  It is a reality check though.  I have to get back to fitting in my cute clothes.  I haven’t stopped being fashion conscious, I’m just not near as fashion concerned… Which professionally just won’t work for me.  So here is to trying harder!  The HCG diet starts in about a week… so that should help.  Cute jeans, please fit again.